Friday, October 22, 2004
[LP]A small confession, I think I'm starting to lose it...

I love today. I have no training and Mks skipped her training. Talking to
this guy i met at Linkin Park Concert now. Was bored. Watching cartoon.
Hmmm...Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. I love that cartoon. Funny at times.
Didn't update for a while now. My computer is lagging. Damn it. All Amir did
when i told him was laugh and told me to compressmy files. I don't wanna do
anythin to my comp afraid it would become like my old one. So yeah maybe i'll
ask my dad to call my cousin to fix this thing.
Listening To: Adema ft Chester- Giving
In
Listened to some Grey Daze and Chester's voice isn't as nice as it is in
Linkin Park. Anyways, the news about getting fined if we download Kazaa came out
in the papers a few days ago. Oh Hell. I've been using Kazaa for as long as i
remember. Its good, its fast. All my friends are switching to something else.
I'll stay with Kazaa. Mks didn't use Kazaa, she uses Morpheus since her computer
was upgraded. In my opinion, Morpheus is damn slow and has limited songs as
compare to Kazaa.
Eating: Oreo and Chocolate Milk
Exams are over and yesterday was our promotion day. I need to get promoted.
I'm so nervous. Well, Ezza asked me whether i'm nervous but i shrugged it off.
I'm nervous. Hoped that the teachers say good things about me which is tough coz
i never behave in class. Damn it. SHould have listened to my mom. Be a good kid.
I got 20/30 for my english essay. Damn it. Its just not up to my standard. It
doesn't help that my mom's a teacher. Thank god not in my school nor in my
level.
Watching; Gundam Seed which i hate so
much.
My parents aren't gonna be home today. They are going to the wedding dinner
of my dad's friend. Yeah. So i'm eating dinner with my sisters and my mom's
ordering pizza. Today i'll do the honour of choosing the topping. Hmmm...what
shall i have? I'll think of that later. So me and my sisters are partyinnnnggggg
at home since our folks ain't home.
Keep it inside, the image portrayed.
As
if I couldn't stand losing, as if I couldn't be safe, no way.
A small
confession, I think I'm starting to lose it. I think
I'm drifting away from
the people I really need.
A small reflection of when we were younger.
We
had it all figured cause we had everything covered.
And now we're older. It's
getting harder to see what this future
is holding.
What the fuck are we
going to be.
Still Frame- Trapt
Oh yeah, Jade I still haven't got your email...
Cya when i Cya......Hahn Outta Here

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Imprint in my Memory
Break Away
Good enough results for 'O's
New guit straps
Sylvester
New bottle of black polish
Bass Amp
Bass Guitar
Another Bass
Torture THAT KID before leaving school
Another Linkin Park concert
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++ Die People
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