Chatting with? Amir and Mike
Current nick? ƒitriƒarina™ what if i fade away? .ilu.
Listening to? Solitude- Evanescence

I'm blogging. Yeah. Haha. Basically i have nothing much to say. I went to watch Electra with Amir and had dinner together on sunday. Had fun. haha. Then on monday lessons as usual. English sss was cancelled. Damn happy. Can go home early. Then on tuesday it was half day since its Chinese New Year Eve. After that went to Orchard with Mike, Melissa and Khai. Had ton of fun. I was rather quiet that day. Wasn't in the mood to talk. Not that la. Alot of things running through my mind. Sorry if i was being so moody that day. They went to watch movie but i had to go back for my 'reunion dinner'. So i practically sleep at my grandma's house. The next day went to visit someone. Was bored like hell. Begged my mom to go home. Went home then did nothing but rot infront of the pc. On thursday did nothing. Went to meet Amir to give the malay stuff. den reach home at around five. Talk on the phone with Fahtin. Didn't do much. Then did some homework *yeah, i'm proud* Today had school as usual. Then chemistry kinda fun coz the teacher is not around. Funess. Reading a nice book. About losers. Nice. Haha. Then after that friggin guides, Amir walked me home. Thanks darling. Haha. I'm positively mad. I know. haha. Thats all folks. Seeya around. Stay rocking. Haha

Hello there. I'm tired, bored and honestly confused. Who the hell cares? I got guides today and i finished really late. Really really late. Its like 6.30 or something. It was killing me. Then shida didn't wait for me. So "nice" of her. So Amir waited for me. Yeah. Then he send me home and all. Then reached home, bathed and went online after that. I'm pretty tired. I didn't sleep well last night. Simpler said, I slept late. I was like dozing of during chemistry. That Ramesh and his black and white powerpoint. I want more colours. I'm a very visual person. Haha. yeah...

I'm sleepy but i refuse to sleep. This sucks. I'm feeling something but i don't know what it is. Yeah. I'm feeling grey, yeah.

I hate writing short entries. Thats why i havent been updating. I'm having flu. The competition in Ngee Ann poly was boring. We didnt win. No surprises. The only fun part was that i skipped the entire day of school. Shida, Amir and Stephen came after math triple s. Thanks guys. Love you guys so much. They saved me from boredom. Anyway, they tore the entire banner i made. Heartache. On the day, the court shoes were like slicing my skin on my foot. It hurts. Steve went off with Feline which leaves me, shida and amir. We were talking crap. Went home with shida but got dinner before it.

Later i'm going out with Shida and Amir to Orchard. Intially Shida couldn't go coz she was suppose to go out with Charles or something. There are a few reasons why i wanna go orchard. Firstly the singapore soccer team will be there. Wait till amir hear about this. He'll groan. Second, to get that friggin amir's birthday present. I didnt sound angsty coz i'm not in the mood to. Until then.

Hey.

Didnt write for a long time. Im not writing a long entry so im putting points instead.

*New girl in my class, formerly RGS.
*Change a whole line of teachers which is not normal for a graduating class.

Ms Lena Soh- Form Teacher
Mr Ramesh- Chemistry
Ms Soh- Eng
Mrs Chan or formerly known as Ms Tan- Humanities

*On the first day we had to write an essay which includes our resolutions. I sounded nuts. Really. Lots of joke. Cynical jokes. Haha.
*I'm bringing small thermal bottle to fill my coffee in it. I almost fell asleep in literature. And i'm serious.
*Try not to laugh everytime i see the word DUREX vandalised on Amir's table infront of me.Its huge and multicolored.
*I now understand physics. YAY!
*Try not to look confuse. I cannot not look confuse. Its how i look.
*I was so touchy-feely today.
*I was screaming at people's ears today. Had fun. And yeah. I shouted at my juniors. Ooooo...That was even more fun.
*Sahibul was so enthusiastic in malay class today. Darn, it was funny.
*Ezza said "Lets start a new chapter." (in life...Get it?) I laughed. It was funny.
*Marcus was being a lame mofo' today. I mean, as usual.
*See, i told u i sound cynical.
*Class execs are elected today. I'm the first aider along with stephen (I'm qualified OKAY!) and the notice board thingy. I dont wanna do that one. Really hate it.
*Our class had our own donations thing. Not with the school. Its only our class. It will not be given to the sch to be passed to the red cross. Desmond donated $100 from his own allowance. I was so touched. I salute him.

Well thats all about it. Cya when i cya. Until Then...

Hey.

Sorry haven't been writting for so long. Not that i've been busy or what but my pc is experiencing problems. Got some virus floating around. I've been lazing around this holidays. I mean there's nothing much to do but homework and i'm not exactly the homework doing kinda girl. Watched alot of dvds. Boring afternoon. Going to tuition later. I wanna skip it. Ditching it but i know it won't work.

I'm not exactly happy. I'm a depressed as ever. I haven't been doing my yearly reflections. That sucks seeing that i'm left with one weeks before school reopens. Nothing changed. I'm still me and the rest of the people are still them, if you know what i mean. If you don't, i'm not bothered to explain. Go figure out yourself.

I'm not going to be all yearbook on this but it sure will sound like one. Year 2004 has been a bitter-sweet year. Friend fought and then made up. School is worse seeing that we have alot of test. Homeworks left undone. Screaming teachers, crying teachers. Even teachers who called us bunch of monkeys and not what a standard 3E1 class would do. We will be best remembered for becoming the worst-best class ever. I enjoyed the times. The confusing meetings we have at the back of the class which includes gossips and also not forgetting playing ngage when the teacher was, afterall, teaching. The friendship we created. The bond we had with one another. When one is in trouble, the rest helps. We cried together, and hell we sabotaged one another but all in the name of fun.Its not everyday we can be like this. After next year, we might, well not see each other as all of us are heading to persue whatever. Friendship then, will be strained. The once jokey, playful times we had were gone. Rest assured, treasure the last year we have next year and wish you guys all the best for your O levels.

F.Farina

Hey.

I'm having my first
aid exam tomorrow to be a qualified first aider. Its stupid and stuff. I'm
hating it. I have no problems with the bandage and stuff but when it comes to
the CPR. Gawd, i'll get nervous and forget everything. I have to pass. I payed
big bucks for this. But i don't seem to get the hang of it. Yesterday me, mks,
June and Amir were talking on msn together and Amir and Mks was getting horny.
They were arguing about who's was more horny. Mks was denyin everything. Then Mk
and June left. Then Amir said this...

[12:54:41 AM]
:.-[AmiR]-.:: all i want to do is to have SEX

I was like laughing.
He was being so horny at midnight. Then i left him. When he gets horny, It's
gonna be bad....I left him after that...haha...Anyway....

Happy Birthday Brad!!! Heh!

Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.Brad.BradBrad.Brad.Brad.Brad.

I love him. Happy
birthday Brad. He's so cute. There was this one time when this LP fan
played Faint with Brads guitar. And the fan was good. Brad sat one corner and
grinned. That grinned made me melt. He looks like an angel when he smiles. He
has the nices smile ever. If i have to write a 3000 word essay about them i
prolly do it well. haha...Well, Until Then, Cya when i Cya.....

Hey.

I came back from camp
today. I was pretty tired. It was shitty. Lucky i'm back home. It was itchy.
There were alot of mosquitos. Now I'm so tanned. I went for kayaking and it was
fun. Did alot of capsize drill. Heh. I'M ITCHING all OVER. I took cab home. I
sent one of my junior home then asked the driver to drive to my block. I was
sticky, stinky and dirty. I bathed then used my computer. Its been a long time.
At least long for me. I got good news!

I've got my COLLISION
COURSE!!!!!!YEAH. I'm so happy. I almost can't get it. Long story but i'm tellin
anyway.

[Girl Singing]
Ladies and gentlemen,
put our hands
together for the astonishing...

Yeah...
[Mike]

Welcome Ladies
and Gentlemen
to the eight wonder of the world.
The flow of the century,
oh it’s timeless… Hove!
Thank you for coming out tonight.
You could've
been anywhere in the world, but
you're here with us.
We appreciate that…
Uuunhh…

I went to Music
Junction instead of HMV coz its cheaper there. I went there. I finally founded
CC. I looked at it excitedly. Then I saw at the corner. "NC16". I was shocked.
It means "No children under 16". I was like so nervous. Then i stood there for a
long time. Then I sucked in my breath and muttered "All for you LP". Then i
went to the counter. It happened that there was some shoplifter. The cashier
wasn't payin attention and just scanned it and i payed for it. She didn't even
ask for my ID. Then Mks decided to buy a copy. Then i took a copy and went to
the cashier for the second time. But this time she asked me for my ID. The i
answered "Erm sorry. I didn't bring along mine." The she was like "Sorry. You
have to come again next time." That bitch. Ergh, she didnt even let me off. I
got mine but Mks didn't. She was sulking.

I'm tired. This isn't
much but i really have to go sleep. Until Then....Cya when i
cya....

[x] Riley *

[x] 290489 *

[x] North View Sec *

[x] joemichaelhahn@yahoo.com *

[x] A Goth Rocker *

[x] Bassist *

[x] Kill for Nu-Metal *

Imprint in my Memory

Break Away
Good enough results for 'O's
New guit straps Sylvester
New bottle of black polish
Bass Amp
Bass Guitar
Another Bass
Torture THAT KID before leaving school
Another Linkin Park concert

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